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August 8, 2011










quit my job – went to la for a month to detox and remember that being real human has nothing to do with anything i had been doing the last 9 months. i feel much better now. thank you for asking.

my parents cried when i left.  i tried not to so they would think im strong. but now that im here, i dont think anyone really cares that im not there. im not saying that to be lame thats just kinda how things go with everyone – including myself.

i get kinda lonely here – not for lack of wonderful people – everyone is just hustling. so i rescued a kitten who was abandoned in brooklyn to fill a void. her name is loretta. she has kitten cancer and is scared of me. didn’t fill the void but she makes me happy. its nice to have something to take care of.

 ny was developed in a horrible geographic location climate-wise. it feels and smells like a fat mans armpit.

my computer broke and i didnt fix it for almost two months. it was a nice brain vacation.

i dont know if anyone still looks at this thing nor if anyone cares but i felt like it was time to put up some photos.

when i read my own blog i get second hand embarrassment for myself. but every time i go to delete it i look back at the first entries and realize this is a literal map of my growth as a human and just like most of my past, good or bad, i just cant let it go.


















6 Comments leave one →
  1. s.s permalink
    August 8, 2011 6:16 pm

    glad your back

  2. August 8, 2011 9:54 pm

    Same here… even though I follow you on twitter ect. I like this better. 🙂

  3. August 9, 2011 9:46 am

    i got sober too but it only lasted 15 days. football is about to start. i like your blog.

  4. viv permalink
    August 9, 2011 11:28 pm

    Please update more. Life is a series of experiments….keep trying things out and you will find something that works for you.

  5. hana ryan permalink
    August 10, 2011 10:15 am

    i like what you said about looking back on your blog/writings with embarassment but realizing that it’s just you. i think we all do that.

  6. alice permalink
    August 12, 2011 5:20 am

    hi pia, i don’t know you personally (obviously) but i admire your strength. i love reading your blog with your very sincere and open posts about your view on life. xx

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